I've been trying to stop drinking since i was 28 and now i'm 35 - but i'm an achiever, so i keep going. this summer it caught up to me and i was addicted and had to go home at lunch and drink, i could not keep up.
and the negatives are gross - the people i have slept with, my career in the gutter, my lost friends - i make $100k a year but i don't own anything other than my car
i want to get it right...i have a bad feeling about 12 step rehab...i'm just being hnonest