Hi Justfor1, When I was hitting bottom in So. CA. I was directed to the local county mental health clinic that had a program for alcohol and drug issues. Perhaps your area has one? It was a pay if you can kind of thing. I'm sorry you had such a nightmare recently. I only snorted heroin once because I knew I'd get hooked by how good it made me feel and I knew guys who had fallen by the wayside due to their addiction.
I hope you can find the help you're looking for. We're here.......