(((Barelyhere))) - if I've learned anything, it's to trust my gut. It hasn't failed me yet.
I'm an RA and a recovering codie, and honestly? The codie part has been the hardest.
We have to take care of ourselves (and kids if we have them). The A is going to do what they're going to do, and they will lie to you if you catch them with dope in their hands. It's what we A's do to protect our addiction.
Many hugs and prayers,
Amy