Thanks for sharing that lpnangel - I can really relate. After 15+ months, I'm still getting used to those kind of emotions (it's like a "wave" of sadness/anxiety that just comes up). I don't know if it's anxiety-driven or something like PAWS, emotions I've bottled up, or if it's just a part of life.
Compared to when I was drinking, though.... well, there is no comparison. Things are much better all the way around.
Be good to yourself and when all else fails, make a gratitude list!