Hi ipnangel. I think I understand your feeling. For me it was an underlying deep sense of uncertainty/dread. Thankfully, I don't feel like that nearly so much anymore. I used to feel it whenever the phone rang or even getting the mail or checking facebook (which I have deleted). Maybe it is all the change from sobriety for you? Plus your new job? Maybe there are a few specific, gnawing issues you could pinpoint. Please be confident in your journey & I hope you feel more like you soon.