Yes MB, true all the way.. Seems we have a lot of work to do to get back to being 'normal' beings. As much as i know its a lot of work and not easy, at the end of the day, i guess i can look at the mirror and tell myself you deserve this! After all, it was me, and solely me, who got myself into this position. Now, to get myself OUT! Well, its not that easy as just going out just like that, it's a process, and i know one day, i will look back at all this and think its just one of the many lessons life has for us.
Take care MB!