Thank you Suresh, eJoshua, Missy7, Treshold!!!
Your posts are wonderful and fill me with serenity and feeling that I am not a bad person for wanting space for my own recovery and progress. You are my "little piece of blue heaven, surrounded by heavy black rain clouds" and thank you so much for that.
My day 5 is almost over and I am going to bed with this sentence on my mind - Humility also means I am honest about what I can do, what I can handle...
I am sending you my love and hugs
MB