When I first started drinking...at 13 it was just for fun...to rebel.....and that lasted into my late twenties...then it took a turn....drinking wasn't fun anymore...my life was going down the tubes in my early 30's....from one abusive relationship to another...money troubles....so I drank to escape all of that....to try and cope I guess....of course life didn't get any better...then my dad passed away...and I drank myself into oblivion...ended up with a dui in 2010....so all in all i drank to numb out....hide my emotions...I have been sober 19 months, and I don't hide anymore!!
