Welcome back
Yes, early sobriety sucks. It takes a while to repair the damage we have done to our bodies, minds, and spirits. Let alone all the damage we have done to our lives and the lives of those who care about us.
You can do this. Do you have a support group or program of recovery to help you during this tough period? If not I would suggest getting one. There are many programs out there and SR is also a wonderful tool of support.
Take care and again glad you are here.