Welcome aboard Wheresthefun. I was gonna initialize your username for expedience until I realized it became WTF! lol. (If you did that on purpose it's bloody genius
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Glad to see a fellow musician getting off the sauce. Booze flows around muzos like waterfalls in Niagara, and it's not easy letting go of the sauce come gig time.
This place is golden, and the folks here are truly helpful beyond belief. Keep posting and sharing, you'd be surprised how much it can help your resolve.