Hang in there NVR, you are NOT alone, we are all here. I know exactly how you feel, in fact if you read one of my old threads I wrote about lonliness and I signed off "tired of hugging my pillow at night", totally embarrassing but true. If you need to talk just send me a msg, we have a lot in common. Listening to music and watching TV helps, no matter how unproductive it is. Also, as much I as I hate cleaning, it always puts me in a good mood, don't ask me why
<3 Stacy