Originally Posted by
lma249 
Hey NVRA,
I'm new to the forums and I've read some of your posts and can relate to a lot of what you're feeling.
I don't have any answers, but I'm praying for you. You'll get through this. My son used to leave on Tuesdays and in the beginning, I felt a lot like you feel today. It gets easier. I remember when instead of one day at a time, it was literally one second at a time. Lately, I'm back to the one second at a time. So, just wanted to send some *hugs* your way and let you know we're all pulling for you!
Take care!
Thank you so much for this. When they go away I have nightmares. It's awful.
They go on a week's vacation in 2 weeks and it will be a real test to me staying clean and sober because for the life of me I've not done that in 3 years without numbing myself into oblivion.
good lordy I HAD to do all this over the summer didn't I? But I did. And here we are.
I am hoping you are well today....that you are fighting the good fight today.
Peace and blessings to you. Thank you for being here and posting.
Thank the Universe.