Driven to succeed
I have to post an update. You see, it is critical to my success. How many times I was going to give in but I knew people here are rooting for me. I feel almost like I'm in a contest with spectaters picking sides. You folks are out there rooting on me and I can't let you down. I did once and I felt awfull. Like I let the whole world down. (ok, so my brain has inflated my personal importance --- is that so bad???). The point is I need you all to root for me. If it is just me I would give in but, I have always been driven to do a good job. To satisfy others expectations of me. Now I need to think sobriety is not just for me. Others are watching. Others are rooting for me. Looking over my shoulder You all are very improtant to my success. Thanks