carold,Thank you.Im on day 3 wouldnt my physical withdrawls have already showed up ?Beyond being slightly anxious I actually "physically" feel ok today.Ive never made it past day 3 so I dont know when the physical withdrawls heighten,I just assumed Im out of the woods with that aspect.My convulsion was from alcohol poisoning though (according to dr after 3 days in ICU being monitored and $50,000 hospital bill later
I do have to find a new dr that I feel comfortable with to be honest.I PROMISE I will take care of that today.Im more worried about what (if any ) major damage Ive done to my body.It just seems like so much to face right now....Im scared of ANY bad news because I know what my first instinct will be....Ive given myself a "crutch" and now Im scared to deal with anything "real" without it.