Thnaks, I need all the suppore I can get
Thank you all so much for help. Sometimes, I want to drink because I just thought about my problem. Is that unusual? In gereral, I guess,it's the denial. If i'm drunk, I won't think about my problem? well, no. I know better than that. If I get drunk today, I will be right back where I was and am. Regret, self-pity, uncertainty about everything, depression, you name it. I hope to get to the chat meeting this evening.
Becky B