((((Hi Becky))))
Welcome to Sober recovery! Sounds like your saying, "enough is enough".
Well you have come to the right place for help with your "problem". There are a lot of wonderful people here with a lot of support and ESH to offer. Check out our Alcoholism forums, you can get a lot of help and support there. And we are also having an AA meeting in the chat room this evening at 5:00PM Pacific time; we would be glad if you could come by and check it out.
I'm looking forward to getting to know you so keep coming back. Love, Bonni
