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I don't know what to do :/ I'm not even a month sober and I'm getting urges to go get alcohol. Despite being determined not to earlier in the day, while with my family, who were drinking, my cravings seem to hit really badly in the early evening. I'm (un)fortunate enough to live a 30 second walk from the off-license (liquor store)
and it's like an invisible force is dragging me there, well trying to. The thought of going another night sober makes me start to feel panicky. Is there anything in particular I can do to fight it off? Usually the cravings start to die as the night goes on, and once all the pubs and shops are shut I'm safe again, because there's no way for me to get any then. But until then.
-An