Maybe you set yourself up? Its good you are honest with us and with your sobriety date. Be sure to give yourself the same respect. We call it a slip but its not like we fell down on ice. We fell down on our comittment to ourselves. So many opportunities to back off but sometimes its easier to give in. I've been there, I'm giving everything I have not to be there again. Todays a new day one, its in your hands what you do with it. I wish for you the best. Take care.