Originally Posted by
cleareyes 
Yesterday was going to be my Day 1 but alas I failed. I go through all the same emotions as you do but yet I still pick up that glass of wine. How about we both start again today. I have a little girl who is almost 5 years old. She is away at my Mom's for the week. I'd love to be on Day 5 when I pick her up on Sunday. Just remember you are here and trying so you are not letting anyone down.
Okay, let's start over together! I just made a list that I am going to print and carry with me of all the reasons I WANT TO STOP DRINKING. I hate the way I feel, I hate what it will do to my family, I hate the message I'm sending my kids. . . it's horrible. I may even laminate it . . .
I have two little ones - 1 year old girl and 3 year old boy. They're amazing, happy, awesome children and I am sure if I don't stop this pattern of self-destruction I will take them down with me. If that's not enough to get me to stop . . .
Day 1. . .