(((((Breec))))))
I believe that God is forgiving. He will forgive us if we truly wish to be forgiven. You will be right in God's eyes if you wish to be.
What follows is entirely my opinion - I listen to what others say to me, think about it and develop my own feelings on a matter. I trust myself to know what is right for me. Other people may believe they know what's right for me but they don't always. I can't doubt everything I believe just because someone else tells me I am wrong.
You know in your heart what is best for you. You know your own relationship with God. Other people have opinions but that doesn't mean that they are always right. Of course, maybe I'M not right but you can decide that for yourself.
Hugs - L