"define WORSE for me......"
Yeah, I know. It has only been once in the past five or six months so I guess that's what I meant, if it was only once in a while or if it continued to get better.
Right, I know you're all being honest and have no reason to lie and I'm very grateful for your help... I'm still thinking about what to do and should think more before mentioning it again as I'm just going in circles. Never before considered calling it off so it is taking a minute to come to grips with it.