Thanks LTD, but I didn't think you were. I was just realizing it myself. And oh yes, playing on my abandonment fears has paid off handsomely for that man. Anytime I was ready to leave, or ignoring him, he would wake me up from a dead sleep to show me how he was taking off his ring, or tell me he was divorcing me. That worked. I would cry, hysterically for days. God I hate him.
*******. **** that guy.
I"m SO glad I can come here and process. I feel ready to get on with my life again! Round 5,098 down, only 40 more to go.
And I"m grateful for the automatic asterik out my swear words program...