((transformyself))
Maybe the ole "Fear" monster took up residence in your mind? Especially with the dreams you have had recently. . .
I hate so much you are going thru this - it is a very painful experience, my recovery friends gave me the reassurance that although I was going to have lots of different emotions - I didn't need to allow those emotions to take me off the path of what I really wanted - PEACE, SERENITY AND SANITY in my home and life.
Feel the feeling, let it go, do the action to get the result of how you want your life to be.
Praying for strength, courage and widsom for you!
PINK HUGS,
Rita