From Bad to worse..
Well on the 3 hour drive to his rehab center, he confessed that during his last binge (3 week long) that he cheated on me.
I am so damn lost now. I wanna crawl in a frickin hole. What in God's name did I do that could have done this? I'm cute, smart, funny, can cook, have a steady job and I did not deserve this.
I was prepared for dealing with all his depression and understanding and educating myself about A-Z of alcoholism but this?? I'm just so lost and alone. I'm angry and sad and confused.
I seriously dont know what to do. I thought he was a good man. He WAS a good man.