Originally Posted by SKW

And I love him like crazy. I do...and I'm not afraid to say that. And I don't want to get into a big discussion about "what is love" and blah, blah, blah. I love him. I love that smile that he smiles when he's sober and engaged in life. I love how funny and kind and gentle he is. I love how he sees right into me. I don't want him to die. I want him to want to live. So there. I said it and I mean it. But I also know I can't GIVE him the want. So I'll get through life one day at a time...like we all have to do...and find the right direction as it comes.