Well... yes. I AM still getting used to this city. I actually am not giving up just yet. I'm in the process of meeting people to hang with, groups to join - SUCKS, but I am doing this by joining Internet groups because the two people I know look at me as such a BURDEN, apparently. I really did a number on myself with my husband. I really know very few people here and have been out of the loop as to my own goals and endeavors. It's a lot to take in all at once. Still, I am jealous of people who say they 'love' this city, because all I;ve ever known here is toil and strife.