Originally Posted by yeahgr8

You will be able to find a sponsor in the meeting you attend who has "worked the steps as quickly as possible and to the best of their ability to get a spiritual awakening to recover from alcoholism"...

My advice would be to bite the bullet, and i know you aren't going to want to do this, and share at one meeting that you are looking for a sponsor to take you through the steps as i have said above...