wow. we've graduated to the support thread section !! Thanks Dee.
I seemed to have turned some sort of corner. After six weeks apart from my weekend drama- my thoughts are less dominated by obsessional alcohol/ alcohol recovery thoughts.
The longest period of sobriety I have had is 6 months four or so years ago.
............................Meet doubt
Ok you've had a bit of a run. who are you kidding?
You've slipped up before- how can you be sure you won't again- why bother?
People seem to relapse all the time, what makes you so good?
How do you know you won't be blindsided? what makes you so special?