Originally Posted by
davewilson33 
really hoped i could beat it and still want to but i dont know what it will take
First of all, don't be hard on yourself, just give it another go! It's an exceptional alcoholic who sobers up permanently on the first try. That's part of why it's such a bitch of a disease.
People are still here to listen and support you, if you are willing to keep coming back!
Yeah, the hula dance has nothing to do with anything but it makes me smile...