strong, i can feel the hurt & pain you are having. i am so sorry u r going thru all of this.
welcome to S.R. i am glad u r here.
addicts have to find their on way in their own time. there are miracles everyday in recovery. my husband is a miracle. he was a herion addict since he was 14yrs. old. today he is clean & sober for 20yrs. the addict has to hurt so bad & get so low that they do not want to hurt or lose any more. my son is also an addict & also my grandson.
living in addiction is not fun or pretty. learn to take care of your self & your kids. it may take yrs for your husband to get clean & this may be his bottom with u leaving him. prayers for you & your family.