Thanks for your support! It really does help.
One note, I have blocked my STBXAH from my home phone, I have blocked his email and put my cell phone on silent ring because I don't know how to block him. He still manages to call me multiple times a day and sometimes leaves me harassing messages. I have a protective order but I also have a house I am trying to close on later this month and I feel like I can't alienate him completely until he comes to closing. But, he just left me a vm late last night about how he hit his head on a wall (Seriously?!) and how I don't care because I am a cold person and it was so pathetic and whiny it made me happy I am doing all of this, even though it is scary.