Keeping Sobriety #1
Over the weekend I was really being of service trying to be helpful, but I was at the end of my wits. Just everything was getting on my nerves. I didn't really share with my sponser how stressed I was. That was a mistake. I felt like I hadn't had any ME time so I went out with a couple friends who were drinking. This was a mistake and I hate drinking so much that I didn't drink and I had a good time. I woke up today and was guilty that I put myself in that position. I told my sponser and he told me to not keep that to myself next time. I want to make sure I get in the habit of calling my sponser and not B.S-ing him when I am maxed out stress wise. This was the first time I have felt guilt in a long time and I am going to try to do my best to turn it into a positive. Live, learn, grow.
-Mcribb