Mcribb

Over the weekend I was really being of service trying to be helpful, but I was at the end of my wits. Just everything was getting on my nerves. I didn't really share with my sponser how stressed I was. That was a mistake. I felt like I hadn't had any ME time so I went out with a couple friends who were drinking. This was a mistake and I hate drinking so much that I didn't drink and I had a good time. I woke up today and was guilty that I put myself in that position. I told my sponser and he told me to not keep that to myself next time. I want to make sure I get in the habit of calling my sponser and not B.S-ing him when I am maxed out stress wise. This was the first time I have felt guilt in a long time and I am going to try to do my best to turn it into a positive. Live, learn, grow.

-Mcribb

Kjell

Hi McRibb-

I needed to hear that - thanks.

My mind is all over the place today.

Kjell!

Spawn

Live, learn and grow.

That's what recovery means to me.

instant

Maintaining enough space for "Me" is an issue for me too. well done on getting through it