I agree LaPinturaBella. I think it was a blessing/lesson that i should not have left my safe and sunny home. I should of let those thoughts and his words/actions roll off of me. I still need work. It seems to be alittle lesson for the future. As RAH had more words to say this morning as He doesn't like the person i am but won't leave either. He has found a "new freedom" with AA.. He (RAH) drank a few weekends ago, i called it a relapse. He says its not a relapse He "used" big difference. I told him the agreement to come back was that he NOT drink. He said He won't drink here. Asking him to clarify, he won't drink around me but will drink from time to time..