Hi call me crazy.
Bring sober is not the preferred initial option of most of us, but for various reasons (ie our preferred option was not really working out) we want change in our lives.
Dope and alcohol are not performance enhancing drugs. At the very least you are worried about 'where you are at' and you are behind on your work. The use of alcohol is unlikely to help address these two very important areas of concern.
A sober life is worth pursuing- although I have only visited for short periods.