I agree with Anvil and I do not believe a word he has told you. Alcoholics lie, and many of them, myself included continued to lie in early recovery. I think I finally grasped the idea of HONESTY in ALL MY AFFAIRS, (business, social, friends, etc) at about 8 or 9 months and that was only because I had to make a conscious effort to THINK before I spoke.
Please get yourself checked. NO 'High Priced' hooker in LV would do what he said she did. Times are tough and particularly so in Vegas right now. The 'Hotels' do try to look the other way, until a 'guest' complains. That hookers pic and name go on a list and she will be banned from all hotels and casinos in Vegas. This is fact, I have friends there that work for the "Gaming Commission" and banning hookers is part of their job.
So, please get checked by a Doctor, and then stand back and WATCH his actions. Ignore his QUACKING, because that is what he is giving you.
When an A is ready, they don't 'talk' about it, they 'do.' Every A I have ever known in these past 30 years of my own recovery, that have found and maintained their recovery, DID IT ON THEIR OWN. From going to detox to finding a recovery program and doing everything within their power to work that program. Didn't Quack about it, just DID IT.
Please keep posting, and let us know how YOU are doing. When you feel frustrated or upset or out of sorts, just picture all of here at SR in the room with you. You may laugh, I did when I was first told that, but you know what? It works!
Prayers going out to you.
Love and hugs,