I understand...
Keep a good tight focus on yourself!
If your aware of how you feel, when you drink
Might not be the best thing for you to do
Go find something new to do, go out on the limb, try something NEW!
Yoga, dance class, hikes, volunteer at the hospital or nursing homes
swim, bicycles, plant a herb garden, go visit a friend you havent seen
in years...(( DO SOMETHING NEW, Not the same old, same old )))
Go meet up with friends at the coffee shop,
not the bar or ones that have alcohol in their hands
(couldnt do that myself at first, 6 months later, still not something I need
or want)