Hi Duke
Welcome
I nearly died from my drinking, but even I couldn't quite embrace the idea of never drinking again, but not drinking today? That was achievable.
What hapened for me was the more time I spent off the booze, and the more time I started looking at myself and my life, and working out long standing subterranean problems, the more my whole perception changed.
I changed.
I decided that never again was not only possible, but what it was what I wanted
Good to have you with us
D