Facing the World
Today, I face the world. I have been on medical sabbatical from work, and today's bp is acceptable enough to head out and face the world. I'm hesitant. I'm wrought with emotion and with anxiety.
Where I should be grateful and thankful for my health today and for the job I've been blessed to have, I'm anxious and scared. Of what? I don't even know.
I put on a brave face for my son, who will be celebrating his elementary school graduation party, where I'll chaperone. I can do that part. I think. The work day, though. Why am I so nervous to get back into a normal routine?