Numb...The feeling of numbness...Like a deer in front of headlights
I still have days like that.
Sometimes I think its fear deep inside of me. I fear the murkey water
under my feet, I can feel it, but I cant see whats underneath my feet.
Sometimes I think its the calmness after the storm, my emotions
have been rode hard and then all of a sudden, they settle down. (Numb)
Almost kind of a boring feeling....
Suck it in and learn to enjoy the peaceful moments, the (Numb) moments...
I have been so use to major chaos, that peaceful days sometimes
feel weird......
Sometimes I think when we are in limbo of a marriage it also causes (Numb)
I was there a few weeks ago (Numb), now Im back on the ride of choas & an emotional
"RUSH" of divorce.....
I cant wait, until I am (Numb) again....
I think....(Numb) is sometimes good.
It is a time for our minds & our hearts to take a rest!!