Hi there and welcome! This place is wonderful and I hope you keep coming back! Sounds like you've found your bottom? AA is an option, almost every meeting I go to there is an announcment that someone needs a ride and that person is always taken care of. I have a great respect for these people because they are willing to do whatever it takes and put their pride aside to recover. Just giving you the point of view of the person giving the rides.
You can do this!!!! Stick around and read, I love this place.