got a job!!!
woohoo! not a teaching job, but it will do until Fall or longer if I need it. It is a social worker job, case management. It will give me something to do besides feel sorry for myself, and I will be able to start looking for an apartment or little house without dipping into what little savings I have!!!
WHen exabf called last night, ranting again about how much his life sucks, I told him that he is living the life he chose, and that I needed him to leave me alone until he decides to get and stay sober. He sent 5 texts and called 4 times today. He still says he is going to the non-12 step rehab place in atlanta. Still can hear the alcohol in his voice.
I had the strangest desire to call him when I was offered my job. I wanted to tell him, I wanted to share my good news with him. I held off. I am the one who asked for no contact. I guess I need to remind myself.