Originally Posted by
jennybeth 
And most notable I'm like really pissed that it didn't work, that I'm still alive. Last night, I took a bottle (30) of Ambien and also one bottle of clonidine. I have not idea why I'm still alive but again am just really annoyed that it didn't work. I woke up this morning really groggy, but like, WTF???
I don't ever see an end to the pain and loneliness I feel. This is just my problem, I don't want to trigger anybody. Most folks probaby aren't nuts in this way!!!
Jennybeth, oh please call one of the numbers mentioned by the posters above!
You said most folks probably aren't nuts in this way, but really, I think there are far more than you think, myself included. That's a LOT of powerful stuff you took and feeling groggy is just one symptom. I pray that you call a hotline and a hospital. Please!