Hi all.
I have only just discovered you are here, having been wandering the site for 6 days now. Thanks Rebel Angel.
I have been sober for 6 days, and it has been a lot tougher than I expected it to be. though I am proud that I have managed to get this far, its my first attempt. I am a little scared that I am going to wobble really reaally soon.. The only thing that stops me is the certainty that I do not want to feel as poorly as I have done this week.
I went back to my GP today (loooong story, I wont bore you) and my blood pressure is fine, and I am physically fine. I cried like a bitch though.. I thought I was weepy a few days ago, but at least then I could control myself in public, now, not so much.
Currently am weighing up, Tears V Beers? Tears are winning at the moment, buts its a close call..
Anyway, just wanted to make contact with someone...
Be Well guys,
Big Fat Hugs to all..
XXX