Hey Joedogg...welcome to SR.
In case you didn't notice, there are numerous forums here at SR (and some forums have sub-forums). This is the Narcotics Anonymous Step Study Forum (Step 1). If you are a member of NA and/or currently working on Step 1 and wish to discuss or ask questions about that step, this is the right place. Otherwise, you may be interested in posting in another forum - which probably will increase your chances of getting a response.
The main NA forum could be a good start. If you went back to the home page or main forum page you'll find it under
drug addiction. Here's the link:
Narcotics Addiction-12 Step Support - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
If NA isn't your thing, you might consider posting in the Substance Abuse forum:
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Whatever the case, take your time and look around, There are plenty of people here who have been through what you're going through and are willing to help.
G