You know Bobby I would be willing to bet while you are wishing you could be like some of the ones who stay I bet there are many who will read your post and wish they were as brave as you to leave.
Its all about perception you are free now to live a life not centered in one crisis after another or one drama after another.
I wouldn't give up my single life for all those years I spent with my XAH. I now live with a kitty and the only drama she gives me is meowing at things she can only see.