That is my plan. For the most part, I have remained positive. I want so bad to stay sober and get my life together. I just need to focus on my sobriety and try not to stress about what is going to happen in the future. If I start drinking again, I will surely die. I would die for my children but no one else is worth losing my life over. I was just having a bad panic attack this morning. First one in 17 days.