Nena
This is a twist on the "grass looks greener on the other side" thing. Your own happiness is within your grasp. The mind is such a powerful thing. If we allow our minds to wander, it can begin to make us doubt ourselves or question things that really should not concern us. Our own thinking can make us unhappy.
The wonderful thing about the human mind is that it can be trained to think differently but it takes concentration and work to do that. When we begin to focus on our own life and doing the things that we need to do to be happy, our outlook changes. Our thinking changes. Our life changes.
Is there anything you've always wanted to do? Do it. Make it a personal mission to be happy.
gentle hugs
ke