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Old 05-10-2011, 01:26 PM
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Freedom1990
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Originally Posted by Autumn9 View Post
How do you let go, knowing he is still in there.....Somewhere......
I hung on to his "potential" for five long, hellish, brutal, and violent years.

I was beaten on a daily basis except when he disappeared on one of his drug runs.

That man is dead now.

I missed contracting HIV from him by two weeks.

By the grace of God, I am here today, clean/sober, and in recovery for codependency.

What's your life worth to you?

Mine is precious.
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