Ah the sickness... well, you are opening your eyes now.. .this will help you move forward.
With them its just pain and more pain. It never ends. I couldn't believe my eyes. I still can't believe it sometimes. Jekyll and Hyde.
Its ok to feel sick...... I prefer sick than sad... I prefer angry than sad.
Its not that much time... be glad there were no kids!
I have lost like 15 years going out with loser after loser.
It hurts to see our own decisions, choices, etc. but that is the first stage, acknowledgment........ its worse to continue living blindly.
I realize the huge emptiness in my life and it also makes me sad. But I can't cry. I am just numb today. Sheesh.
Hope you feel better soon!!!! we have each other, I am so grateful for this site.